18. One step at a time

Thursday, June 29

it was like o3 days ago since i last blog .. darling jus left my hse after finish playing ps 2 wib me .. lols .. cos his sis call him faster go home pass him de pants .. lols .. i suppose to pass to her long ago .. but i keep forgetting to bring to her .. lols .. hmm .. right now .. i'm counting down towards de days of our 1st anniversary .. it's like 12 more days to our anniversary .. i'm really looking forward to de days .. i brought our anniversary present le .. now waiting to book our anniversary cake .. lols .. come .. let's make a guess wad i brought for him .. lols .. dunno right .. i'm not gonna say untill de day .. mayb ... it's a secret .. lols .. ok lar .. i'll stop here le .. i will post again ..

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28 june 06 - o7.o2pm

Sunday, June 25

omg .. todae iish a busy day .. hab been doiing moii project siince ii wake up .. and ii still can't fiinish .. diiaos .. shho jiia lat .. project heben finish neber mind .. ii didn't even study for moii test on monday .. omg .. gonna be dead meat man .. tomolo still need to go ktv .. wth .. no time for study still enjoy .. lols .. but wad to do .. haiis .. hao lar .. cannot type mus now .. need to go back do project .. gortt tiime den post agaiin .. ii upload de piic c can mahh .. cos ytd wan upload cannot ..

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25 june 06 - 12.22am

Saturday, June 24

hmm .. todae .. tiiriing day ... wake up at 6.3oam cos was at darliing hse .. den need to go to sch ..shho mus wake up early lor .. den go sch mr lau neberr come .. cos he's on mc due to dunno where grow wad .. lols .. ii oso dunno .. shho gortt a reliieve teacher lorr ...den after sch .. ii went to penny de salon cut haiir wiib moii cousiin .. actually ii didn't want to cut moii haiir de .. but siince ii was dere .. den cut lor ... lols .. den about 5+pm liike diis reach home lor .. cos moii uncle send moii cousiin to tuitiion den send miie home lor .. reach home bathe le den watch tv .. after tat ii do moii project .. cos dead liine iish almost up le .. lols .. after doiing project .. abiit boriing shho go play maple .. oso siians .. lols .. shho came to blog .. but now abiit tiired le .. shho .. ii thiink ii upload de piic ii took todae de den ii go slp le lor .. =) ... argh ... de thiing iish not workiing agaiin .. ii'll upload agaiin tomolo ..

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24june06 - 12.48am

Wednesday, June 21

hmm .. siince yesterday wanted to upload de piic but faill .. shho ii upload here lor .. hmm .. before tat .. ii wanna tell ur bout wad happen todae .. hmm .. todae nth much realliie happen .. but ii diidn't go to sch todae .. cos ii overslept .. lols .. 1+pm den waiit up .. lols .. tat's why neber go lor .. when ii wake up den mama go work liiaos .. shho cook cup noodle eat .. eat le den play maple awhiile .. hmm .. wanted to miit darliing de .. but .. ii call hiis hp neber answer .. guess he's still sleepiing norr ... haiis .. shho boriing at home now .. feeliing sleepy still .. lols .. ii'm a piig .. =X .. quiite a cold day todae .. mus put on more clothes .. iif nortt later siick .. haoo lar .. ii stop here le .. ii'll try uploadiing .. c whether can mahh .. =)

okay .. tat's all for moii piic .. lols .. pls drop miie some comment iif euu hab .. =)

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2ojune06 - 5.34pm

Tuesday, June 20

hmm .. jus now went to kbox wiib angela .. cos ii'm too bored at home and gortt some small quarrel wiib moii deariie .. but iit's all over le .. but hor .. ii fiind tat angela de stead .. ben .. berii wad lorr .. shho unreasonable leii .. ii go out wiib angela he oso wanna quarrel wiib her .. say wad we wiib other guys oso .. why he dun beliieve onlii miie and angela go kbox onlii .. 2 person go kbox berii unbeliievable mehh .. some more becos of diis he say break .. wad a childiish guy .. some more ii liike months neberr miit angela le lor .. he still say angela always go out den throw hiim alone .. some more wad ii c iish he throw angela one siide lor .. some more pple scold angela prosiitute .. he still keep quiiet .. wad kiinda fuckiing boiifriiend iish diis .. go eat shiit lar .. iif ii gortt diis kiinda boiifriiend .. ii make should he regret .. ii realliie cannot beliieve he 20 diis year .. shho childiish .. wth .. cannot stand hiim .. ok ... endiing of all diis angry thiing .. but before tat ..

adviise for angela :
zhar bo .. forget about hiim lar .. euu can fiind someone a thousand tiimes better den hiim de lor .. he oso unreasonable .. some more beat euu leii .. fuckiing guy euu still wan hiim .. ii tell euu lar .. giive up lar .. ii noe iit's hard for euu .. but for wad ii c iish euu r too reliie on hiim .. not euu cannot leave hiim .. ii trust euu .. euu can forget hiim de .. iif euu contiinue to be wiib hiim .. ii can say .. euu will diie iin hiis hand one diie .. and euu wiill neber get back ur freedom ..

hmm .. todae darliing de god jiie jiie send miie msg on friiendster .. say moii style of takiing photo iish tiime to change .. lols .. ya .. ii agree wiib her lar .. shho ii triied to change .. lols .. shho ii took some photo .. ii'll show ur here .. too bad ... ii triied to upload but can't .. mayb ii'll upload again tomolo .. ii goiing sleep le .. hee ...

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2ojune06 - 12.o5am

Saturday, June 17

hmm .. todae iish a boriing day .. early iin de morniing wake up(6.30am) .. den from darliing hse go to sch .. darliing peii miie go waiit for bus den he go back home slp .. piig siia .. hmm .. ytd .. go out wiib shu yun .. choon and demitius (choon de son) .. actually was accompany shu yun go east coast road dere .. cos wiinniie was haviing a testii on madiicure .. denn need model (shho call giinii piig) .. shho we go down lor .. actually onlii choon doiing .. denn gortt one student no model .. den iin de end .. they pull miie be theiir model .. diiaos .. shho ii siit dere let them do lor .. wah lau .. they do shho long .. 2 hours plus .. wth .. lols .. miie and choon siit dere liike .. shho long .. den de aiir con dere .. quiite cold .. but nortt realliie cold .. hmm .. jus now was studyiing for moii test for next week .. but cannot go iin leii .. shho ii deciided to play com .. den wanted to play maple .. but berii lag .. shho ii log out .. haha .. haiis .. now tiired leii .. ii was thiinking of doiing project now .. but ii'm too sleepy to jus start on moii work .. lols .. hao lar .. ii too sleepy to thiink of wad to wriite le .. shho ii'm goiing off now .. buaiis ..

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16June06 - 1o.15pm

Wednesday, June 14

hmm .. todae ar .. nth much happen .. stay at home de whole dae .. doiing nth .. quiite bored .. waiitiing for moii darliing to release from sch shho ii can call hiim .. later dunno wan go darliing hse ma .. siince tomolo sch startt at 1.3opm .. todae ii shho nortt use to iit .. cos wake up onlii miie alone at home .. cos mummii dunno go where .. daddy go work .. brother go camp .. left miie alone .. shho ke liian horr .. realliie nth much happen todae .. oh ya .. ii'm siick .. yet neber go c doc .. cos no one at home .. no money oso .. haiis .. realliie poor thiing horr .. hmm nth much to wriite le .. mayb should stop here .. but before tat .. ii gort somethiing for moii darliing ..

for moii beloved darliing : ii wiill always support euu iin wad eva euu do .. no matter how angrt ii am, thiinkiing of breakiing up, thiinkiing of euu are all de faults .. but beliieve miie .. ii neberr wanted to let euu go before .. ii jus love euu far more denn euu could ever imagiine .. thanks for beiing dere for miie and giib miie all de adviise when ii needed .. ii realliie appreciiate iit .. ii hab shho much to say .. yet ii dunno how to put iit iin words .. ii realliie berii glad tat iin moii liife .. ii could met euu .. ii neberr regreted haviing euu iin part of moii liife .. all de love euu have giive miie .. iish enuff for miie to replace de love tat ii've lack of .. thanks for de everythiing .. and here .. ii'll end moii blog ... jus one more thiing before ii siign off .. dun doubt moii love for euu .. muackiies .. =)

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13juneo6 - o5.2opm

Tuesday, June 13

taken iin class .. bored ..

todae iin sch shho boredd siia .. make miie shho sleepy .. den toopiid classroom lar .. iidiiot de .. power faiilure denn lesson cancel .. make us waiit for de next lesson for 3 hrs .. den iin de class oso no mood to liisten .. cos feeliing sleepy .. denn go to CMS worse .. mdm tan say she go diiscussion liiao denn come backk ... from 3+ waiit till 4.30pm denn de whole class go home .. cos mdm tan heben come back .. waste our tiime siia .. den ii was liike freeziing iin de room cos berii cold iin de room .. denn was oso feeliing berii sleepy ... hmm .. after sch .. ii straiight away take cab home .. iin de class berii siians denn ii gortt take one piic .. denn ii oso update euu de piic ii take for de pass few days .

taken at darliing de hse

taken at darliing hse oso

taken iin cab whiile goiing home

taken iin cab actiing cute .. =P

hao bah .. ii thiink ii stop here le .. sleepy .. go orh orh le .. =X ..

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12juneo6 - 10.11pm

Monday, June 12

argh .. shho angry .. ii'm tryiing to load some new piic iin moii com denn dere's some problem .. shho cannot load .. shho angry .. hmm .. miie quiite long neber blog le .. cos ii wasn't at home shho diidn't come iin and blog .. shho de fiirst thiing ii come home iish jus to update moii blog .. haha .. cos later hab to go sch .. cannot do mus thiing wiib moii com oso .. shho com iin jus to update one blog .. haha .. hmm .. ii'm here to update euu pple wad had happen de past few days .. hmm .. on frii .. darliing de mama biirthdae .. shho ii was at hiis hse celebratiing hiis mama biirthdae .. a number of hiis relatiive come .. and they all jus siit iinsiide de hse tokiing tokiing and tokiing .. den moii poor darliing .. alone outsiide .. BBQ for de pple iinsiide to eat .. shho ii go outsiide accompany hiis nor .. but ii wanna help hiim he dun let miie help .. cos he scared later de oiil splash up all tat .. haha .. cos ii'm clumsy .. haha .. and ya .. darliing de mama biirthdae was exactly on de day of world cup .. lols .. but we diidn't manage to watch .. cos after all de BBQ all tat .. we hab to pack .. den pack and pack and pack .. by de tiime we fiiniish tiidyiing everythiing .. we were all tiired and sleepy le .. shho went to bath and denn sleep le .. btw .. cannot say we ... cos onlii miie and darliing packiing .. darliing de siis all siittiing happiily iin de hse .. onlii left de 2 ke liian chong .. lols .. denn tat's how ii end moii frii .. denn on sat .. ii went to KTV darliing .. darliing's siis .. ah thiiam ... kelviin .. kelviin de stead serene ... and huii xiian .. actually iit's suppose to be fun .. but ii dunno why siing ar siing ar siing .. den ended up ah thiiam .. huii xiian and darliing siis cryiing .. we were liike .. wth .. lols .. cry shho many tiime euu noe .. after KTV .. we went to Tampiines .. cos serene wan buy phone shho ah thiiam briing her go lorr .. iin de end she neber buy .. oso dunno why .. after tat we went to Tampiines Mall and Centuary Square for shoppiing .. about 10+ liiao .. darliing say tiired shho we went home .. iin de end he reach home bath le den neberr sleep go read hiis comiic .. wth .. lols .. but okay lar .. afterall .. de 2 days was fun .. =) ..

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12 june o6 - o8.22am

Tuesday, June 6

hmm ... come home about 1 hr ago le .. den watch holland v .. watchiing de show half way .. darliing msg miie say tat he's goiing orchard wiib ah thiiam dunno do wad .. shho now ii'm bored at home .. waiiting for dad to come back but he have not call miie .. hmm .. tiired now .. *yawns* eye closiing soon .. but still early .. now slp later berii early will wake up .. dun wan .. lols ... hmm .. todae went to jurong iisland .. as ii wrote on moii previious blog .. de triip quiite boriing .. makiing miie wanna slp .. haha .. reach sch le worse .. all aiir con room .. make miie more sleepy .. haha .. guess de whole class oso sleepiing .. haha .. not whole class .. mostly lar .. hmm .. thiink tat's all for todae .. ii go read comiic le .. oh ya .. ii jus brought 2 comiic todae .. haha .. before i go off .. ii wanna present euu photo of de day ... =X

thiis iish de photo of de day . one of moii favouriite piic ..

taken quiite long ago loe ..

duriing cousiin weddiing diiner ..

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o5o6o6 - 06.54pm

Monday, June 5

hmm .. now actually quite piss off wiib moii com .. cos ii wanted to save somethiing but cannot .. argh .. shho ii called franciis for help .. haha .. luckiily he heben go out of hiis hse .. iif nortt ii'm gonna be iin dead meat .. but anyway oso neber miind lar .. cos ii'm still groupiing wiib franciis ... haha .. miie goiing to sch soon .. todae wiill be goiing to jurong iisland for de sch triip ..tat day actually wanna go bugiis de .. den ended up goiing to causeway poiint to watch moviie .. watch x men .. den ii went to do moii ez liink card .. but they say gortt some problem wiib iit ..ii hate de lady who speak to miie lorr .. shho attitude problem .. can't she be more poliite .. denn on my way to pasiir riis .. harold msg miie .. he say he's lonely .. den darliing saw de msg .. shho ask miie who iish he shho ii tell hiim lorr .. den darliing say he siiaos .. lols .. dunno why oso .. but neber miind .. den after harold heard ii wiib darliing denn he neber reply miie le .. haha .. ii jus rush home jus now .. shho now abiit rush .. but ii dun care .. still come iin to blog .. lols .. shho lame riite .. haha .. wander wad will moii group member say iif they noe tat ii group wiib franciis .. thiink ii gonna be nag .. lols .. thanks to moii beloved darliing .. ii enjoy moii weekend to de max ... =)

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o5o6o6 - o8.o5am

Saturday, June 3

nothiing to do .. shho come iin and to update moii blog lor .. miie goiing out later le .. still waiiting for darliing to come fetch miie .. haha .. but ii heben go pom pom .. haha .. shho tiired todae leii .. slp at 3+ 4 last niite den wake up at 11 plus .. cos moii stupiid cousiin lor .. early iin de morniing come moii room play game den wake miie up .. idiiot .. hmm .. jus reciived a msg from harold jus now .. nothiing much .. but ii wander when will he giib up .. mayb ii should iintro hiim some other gers .. haha .. dunno lar .. miie later goiing tuhh bugiis lor .. thiinkiing of buyiing sweater .. but daddy go play mahjong no money .. haha .. neber miind later go take from hiim .. =x .. before goiing bugiis still need to go ang mo kiio go miit liing jiie jiie cos need to pass her somethiing .. hmm .. hao lar .. ii stop here le .. ii'll post agaiin .. go pom pom le ..

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o3 june o6 - 5.26pm

hmm .. diis iish moii fiirst post for moii new blog ii've made .. wad tuhh say todae leii .. oh ya .. ii chatt wiib harold todae .. and ii was shho shock tuhh noe tat he hab admiirer miie for 2 yrs already onlii now denn ii noe .. but ii jus told hiim diirectly tat he's nortt moii type of coffee .. am ii too hash tuhh hiim ? okiies .. pple who noe miie well will noe moii personalliity .. ii'm a person who iish attitude and stubborn .. and he's like tat kiinda guaii kiia type .. how can a stubborn and attitude person be wiib someone whose realliie guaii .. mayb yes lar .. but ii jus fiind tat hiis nortt moii type .. somemore ii already gortt moii bf le .. ii'm realliie sorriie harold .. ii sad tuhh say tat even iif ii gortt no bf .. euu wiill still be moii friiend and nortt bf .. ii told euu hundreds and thousands of tiime already .. we can onlii be good friiends ... de feeliing ii gortt for euu iish jus a friiend nortt a bf .. euu are a niice guy .. why dunn euu fiind someone better ? ii'm nortt good enough for euu .. why dunn euu jus let miie go and forget miie .. seriiously ii thiink tat beiing a friiend iish much more better denn a bf .. at least a good friiends iish forever but a bf when brk up le .. do euu thiink they will become a realliie good friiends ? a good eg. willie and miie .. harold ii noe iit's cruel but ii have tuhh say .. accept de realiity .. ii noe euu wouldn't liisten .. but iit's an adviise for euu .. ii realliie diidn't mean tuhh hurt anyone .. ii'm iinnocent .. dun make miie hurt euu harold .. ii'll feel bad .. cos ii cheriish euu as moii friiend ..

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03 june 06 - 2.22am

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