quite a sad day .. cos my grandma pass away o4 days ago .. she fell down at de toilet in de middle of de night .. until de next morning den my uncle knew she fell down .. haiis .. so saddening ..
25 oct 2006
wed de morning .. o6 plus .. my mom woke miie up .. telling miie tat my grandma pass away .. ii was like half awake .. so ii didn't change my pyjamas and run straight to my grandma hse .. de moment ii reach .. ii saw o2 of my uncle making calls trying to contact all my other relatives .. den ii walk to de kitchen to take a look at my grandma .. ii didn't cry .. but was stunned .. ii can't take de fact tat my grandma jus pass away .. ii was still talking out some disagreement with her a few days ago .. and she seems so healthy to miie .. up till now .. ii still cannot accept de death of my grandma .. although ii'm not iin a very good relationship wib my grandma .. but ii always remember wad ling jie jie told miie 'she iish ur grandma .. she always will be .. no matter how bad she can be .. she's still ur grandma ..' and ii agree wib tat .. although ii knew she hate miie lots .. but ii still love her and respect her .. sometimes ii really think tat we pple only will turn to regret when de thing iish gone .. and we tend to noe how important tat person iish to us when they are gone ..
26 oct 2006 - 27 oct 2006
nth much really happen on thurs and friday .. dar, ling jie, xiang, maine and angela come peii miie at de funeral .. we play cards and everything and ii enjoy my day .. cos they dun wan miie to think so much .. so they come down and joke wib miie and hope tat ii'll feel better .. ii really appreciate it .. thanks guys .. ii love euu guys so much .. muackiies ..
28 oct 2006
sat wasn't a good day for miie .. ii woke up at like o4 plus or o5 ... den after finish bathing .. miie and maine when downstairs cos got de chanting and everything .. after de chanting .. den came back homr .. den my da yi .. come up nag at miie .. make miie damn angry .. de moment she come in my room den she started nagging tat my room iish so messy and everything .. my room ain't messy nor .. iish jus tat ii put alot of soft toy on de floor and it look messy .. den she was like saying 'ii wanna come ur room slp .. euu better pack ur room till very clean for miie to slp' when ii heard tat .. angela, maine and miie was like so angry .. den shermaine went outside smoke .. left miie and angela .. den after tat .. wad make miie more angry iish tat my da yi go say angela .. she say 'ur hse not nice to slp meh?? or ur hse no air con' ii was like so angry lor .. den my mom ask miie print things for her .. ii was like already angry .. so ii gib her all de attitude .. den my da yi say miie .. do things until so not happy .. den ii was like YA LAR .. den ii slam my room door .. after tat she dun dare to come my room .. ii jus lock my room and play my game .. didn't bother to care bout her .. den at ard o3 plus o4 ii went to bed ..
29 oct 2006
sunday .. which was todae .. ii woke up early in de morning at 10am .. den ii call shermaine to wake up .. den bath den we go down .. after tat eat breakfast .. den all de chanting everything .. den at about 12 plus de coffin car come .. den ii went to see my grandma for de last time .. ii didn't cry .. ii'm trying to act strong .. so ii stay outside and sit wib maine and angela .. den my da yi say miie again .. she scold miie nor .. say dun peii ur friend come in and sit .. peii friend got wrong arh .. damn angry .. den ii go puy my shoe inside de plastic bag .. and my jiu mu ask miie help her put .. so ii go help .. den my da yi say .. 'JUS NOW ASK EUU PUT NEBER PUT NOW DEN WAN PUT' ii was like so angry nor .. ii put liao nor .. tat one iish NOT MY SHOE .. ii jus shouted back at her 'JIU MU DE SHOE .. NOT MINE' she jus shut up and walk away .. iish not my fault lor .. after tat .. den chanting .. chanting chanting .. after chanting den when they push de coffin into de car .. den all cry .. ii oso cry .. so sad euu noe .. haiis .. ii cry nor .. den after all de things .. went back .. eat .. btw .. my poor cousin amanda iish in de hospital .. denge fever .. hope she get well soon .. and ii'll always remember my grandma ,, and ii'll always miish her .. *popo .. do drop by and take a look at us .. ii will miish euu although euu dun like miie*
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Wednesday, October 18
hmm .. quite a long time seens ii last blog le .. cos ii'm jus too lazy .. sch have jus started for like almost a week le .. nth much happen .. cos jus start lesson .. den dere's all de crap nor .. but ii'm quite happy wib my time table now .. cos got 3 half days .. muahaha .. =x .. todae went out wib my beloved .. jx and maine .. we went to chinatown .. cos peii maine go take her pay and return de uniform .. den from chinatown take 19o to bukit panjang plaza .. cos maine wanna go dere to interview at de pet shop nor .. de dog dere .. SO CUTE .. but ii scared .. =x LOL. den after tat we at bukit panjang plaza slack den shop .. maine brought a bra .. a hp strap .. and ii brought a hp pouch and hp strap .. after tat .. went up to arcade .. den my beloved and jx go pak dota .. LOL. den ii sit dere watch them play nor .. play until 9+pm .. went to cck blk 3o2 eat our dinner .. after dinner .. yk and jx went home and maine came my hse .. hmm .. miie now waiting for my beloved to call miie .. ii miish him lots .. love him lots too .. =)
ps. ii love moii beloved yk lots .. =x
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ps. ii love moii beloved yk lots .. =x
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Wednesday, October 4
hmm .. ii went to nightclub wib jana and shermaine on monday .. cos shermaine off ma .. den her baby dump her .. so saddening .. cos he say he cannot take her disturbing .. stupid sia .. cos she dunno he slping so she call him den wake his dad up kanna scolding den brk up wib her .. wth .. toopid guy .. we went to nightclub .. drink martell again .. den shermaine keep on 'ta' de martell ..somemore she drink ON THE ROCK .. diaos .. she ended up getting drunk .. she vomitted out .. miie and jana carry her until siao .. she so heavy sia .. den we carry her to de mac girls toilet .. den she go pee .. den she dun wan wear back her panties .. she really so drunk nor .. den ii wear back for her .. den ah boii ask us to throw her in de toilet .. so bad sia .. den ii went back drinking .. about o3 .. we left de nightclub .. den de boss dere on call cab for us .. one uncle insist of sending miie home sia .. so scary .. so ii jus sitted quietly .. ii keep a distance from him nor .. den de taxi driver drive to geylang dere cos de uncle say wanna dunno take wad thing nor .. den de taxi driver faster ask miie my block and everything .. LOL. so funny .. he oso scared de uncle bully miie .. =x .. LOL. den jana call miie .. say tat uncle dangerous .. be careful of him .. anything must call her .. LOL. very funny nor .. after ii hang up de call .. tat uncle de friend call him and tell him dun anyhow .. LOL. so funny .. den tat uncle keep sayang my head .. say mus guai guai .. mus study .. mus go home .. LOL. ii oso noe lar .. oh ya .. shermaine drunk .. den we throw her at de toilet .. although euu say we baddiie .. but dere's a long story behind it lar .. hard to say .. den after ii go .. de mac call ambulance and some senior officer come .. LOL. den toopid shermaine .. she so drunk till de police officer ask her her hse number .. den she give my hse number .. scared my mom till hell man .. LOL. den my mom tot wad happen to miie .. scold miie like hell .. LOL. but anyway .. it all past le .. and ya .. justin .. ii update le hor .. dun say dun have .. LOL. so euu update urs oso hor .. =x
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Monday, October 2
at dis point of time .. i'm so moody .. so emo .. so sad .. thanks for justin and aaron to accompany miie tok on phone and crapping all de jokes to make miie laugh .. thank euu guys .. ii sure love euu pple .. iit's such a good thing tat ii have euu to pple be with when ii'm sad .. but happy things dun last long .. more and more sad things have been coming up .. and ii seriously dunno wad to do .. and ii jus dun wanna think about it at all .. how ii wish ii got a BAD MEMORY .. how ii wish ii could simply jus forget about all dis .. how ii wish .. how ii wish .. but wad can ii do .. i'm born to be like dis .. shermaine iish sad .. ii'm sad .. but ii'm still trying really hard to cheer her up .. but ii can't .. ii'm still acting strong infront of her .. dun wanna let her c tat ii'm sad .. but seriously .. ii'm breaking inside .. so sad ... so depress .. who can help miie ? ii seriously need a pillar more den sylvester do .. LOL. but wadeva .. ii knew tat pple like justin, aaron, jie and angela will always be dere for miie .. ii love them lots .. hao lar .. too moody to even say a words now .. so .. so .. ii think ii stop le ba ..
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