18. One step at a time

Wednesday, April 22

no matter what happen 最爱还是你 :)

signing off
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22 April 2oo9 - o4o4am

Sunday, April 19

my friend ask me to go overseas to study. to go or not to go, i dont know anymore >.>

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19 April 2oo9 - o628pm

Saturday, April 18

爱我的话给我回答
我的爱丫爱丫没时差
等待是我为你付出的代价
爱我的话要回答
我只等你等你一句话
走太远你走太远你的回答听不见
等待是我为你付出的代价 ;)

signing off
18 April 2oo9 - o416pm

Thursday, April 16

oh well, I am finally home after around 2 weeks sticking around my sweetie. haha later on in the afternoon my sweetie is going for his convocation. ahahah I went down to serangoon broadway to collect the gown with my sweetie 3 days back, (I think) was funny. The lady was trying to talk to sweetie and me about signing something so he'll get some discount if ever he wanna take a picture (alone, family or wedding). The lady tried to talk to me but well sweetie was like, I wasnt much interested, as she was talking to me, I was really think 'why are you telling me all this, I am really not pretty much interested' but I cant do that. LOL as usual I jus smile. :D anyway hope later when sweetie go to his convocation, he take more photo for me.

Just 2 days back, maine maine broke up with robin le. She sms me early in the morning when I was still in my dreamland saying "I got no feeling for him le. what should I do?" I didnt have much reaction as I was not even awake. (was thinking if it's a dream. lol) It took me a while to reply her msg (it's 8+am when she sms me; ppl who know me will know i'll be stil sleeping at that hour :x) but well I still did wake up and reply her. As soon as after I reply her, I've expected that robin will call, and yes he did. He was crying over the phone ><>

I watch a advertisement on tv earlier on, got a little touched. The advertisement somehow got me thinking, and my sweetie is actually the 1st person that came to my mind when I see that advertisement. I guess if one day if he's gone, it's really gonna be the smallest imperfection that I'm gonna miss, (eg. snoring :x) so after that I told him "ty for loving me sweetie, thought I'm always sa jiao-ing". He asked me why so sudden, I just told him I was being random lol and he said that it spoil what I was trying to say before. LOL I'm sorry sweetie to spoil the romantic and sweet sentence with the 'I was jus being random' LOL but well, you make me blush asking me why so sudden. Dont bother asking me why I would blush, you know I wouldnt know lol. Sweetie do you know how great you are? and how I wanted you badly? you wouldnt know I guess :p maybe I shouldnt be so dependent on you too, cause it makes me feel weak. The feeling of missing you is bad, it makes me think weird too. >.<>

It's really 'early' now. I guess I shall stop all the talking and prrrooff off to bed. Tomorrow will be another great day, but how am I gonna have a great day without my sweetie? ><>

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16 April 2oo9 - 0442am

Wednesday, April 8

i'm not as strong as you think i am

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o8 April 2oo9 - o747am

Friday, April 3

am i what it describe? :D try this out http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

it's my result :P

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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o3 April 1oo4am

is there someone you wanted to say sorry to but dont have the courage to tell them in their face?
is there someone you have hurt so badly and never got a chance to say sorry?
if you need a place to let it out, you can visit www.sorry.sg to leave a message there ;)

ps : i miss my sweetie lots ):

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o3 April 2oo9 - o426am

Wednesday, April 1

For my sweetie <33
My heart problem has reached a critical stage. The doctor says "there are only two options left ICU(I see you) or U C Me

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1 April 2oo9 - o750pm

Nica is my name ♥

I'm a November baby ♥

Caleb is who I love ♥

No one is precious as you are in my heart. Don't want anyone but you. Your sweet and tender kisses, Your unconditional loves. It's all so great to me. I'm so blessed to be love by you ♥