18. One step at a time

hmm .. it's been a long time since i last blog .. as u all noe .. i'm lazy to blog everyday .. cos i'm a lazy pig .. =x alot of things have change .. even friends ard me .. now i'm at dear dear de hse .. missing him right now .. waiting for him to come home from work .. still got 10 more hours till he come home .. he jus went out 2 hrs ago and i'm missing him badly .. suddenly i wonder .. how could i live my life without him .. LOL. i once told myself tat i noe de meaning of love .. be till now .. den i realise .. de love only start now .. after being with dear dear .. i started to think bout my future .. started to make planning for my future .. i never ever think of making a planning so fast .. ytd on de way walking back to dear dear hse .. we were talking about our future and dear dear was telling me tat he got his own planning for future .. he didn't wan me to suffer in future .. although i might not noe wad our future will be .. but i'm glad tat at dis moment of time .. dere's someone who's thinking for me .. and planning my future for me .. ^^ i'm feeling love once again .. i knew tat he love me more den i do .. and he knew it too .. but still .. he continue to pamper me .. i'm afraid tat he'll spoilt me .. i'm already a spoil brad .. everyone is telling me he suit me more den anyone else .. i can feel tat i'm much more happier with him around .. though i'm with him for jus a few days .. i can see tat he's happy with me .. de smile on his face .. is de sweetest i've ever seen since i noe him .. he really do pamper me alot .. and i appreciate it alot .. as i said .. i dunno wad our future will be .. but all i can say is .. at dis moment of time .. i'm loving u .. ^^

signing off
tiings
17 January 2oo7 - o5.25pm