18. One step at a time

Tuesday, September 29

i was listening to some songs and all the thought came into my mind. i realise that i can no longer stop loving you anymore. i've never know that i could change into such a better person for someone. until i met you. i found my love and i felt the love. im always smiling without me even noticing but when i do, i found that you're the reason i smile. you fill my life with sweetness and happiness which makes me wanna make this relationship work out. im serious about making this relationship work. if you were to say this is love, please allow me to say, i rely on you, i love this dependence and i can let go no more. but im afraid, afraid that what if one day you have to leave. i did think about being more independent so that even if one day you were to leave, i can still smile and move on my life, yet your love is so hard for me to let go. your love has already been part of my life. even knowing that i can never be dependent on myself anymore, will you still be able to love me the way i am. even if it means that in future, there will be more sadness moment than happy moment, will you still love me the way i am? i just wanna tell you, i dont wanna quit loving you, because i love you, because i hate to see you leave and because i cant let go anymore. do you know? can i jus be selfish this one time?

signing off
baby\ting
29 September 2oo9 - o519am

Labels: 你的爱, 我已戒不掉

Saturday, September 26

everything of you, have become apart of me

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26 September 2oo9 - o738am

Wednesday, September 16

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16 September 2oo9 - o436am

Friday, September 11

“从前有个岛上，住着许多‘感觉’，有一天岛要沉了，大家纷纷驾船准备离去，可是‘爱’的船破个大洞，它向许多人求救。 ‘虚荣’怕泡在水里的‘爱’弄脏了它的船，‘富贵’的船上装满宝石没地方容纳爱，‘快乐’太快乐了，根本看不见‘爱’…… 正当‘爱’绝望了，一个老人伸手拉它上船，并把它放到一个小岛后，又坐上船走了。 ‘爱’一直没机会问老人的名字，不久，‘爱’遇上另一个老人‘智慧’，它告诉‘爱’，救下它的老人是‘时间’。 ‘智慧’说：时间之所以会救爱，是因为只有时间能肯定爱的存在。

ps : 你能明白吗?

signing off
baby\ting
11 September 2oo9 - 11o1pm

Labels: 只有时间能肯定爱的存在

Friday, September 4

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天
在心里面那抹灰就淡一些
海豚从眼前飞越
我看见了最阳光的笑脸
好时光都该被宝贝因为有限
我学着不去担心得太远
不计画太多反而能勇敢冒险
丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天
第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸
有什么故事好想了解
我感觉我懂你的特别
你的心有一道墙但我发现一扇窗
偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光
就算你有一道墙我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
打开窗你会看到悲伤融化
你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

signing off
baby\ting
o4 September 2oo9 - 1124pm

Nica is my name ♥

I'm a November baby ♥

Caleb is who I love ♥

No one is precious as you are in my heart. Don't want anyone but you. Your sweet and tender kisses, Your unconditional loves. It's all so great to me. I'm so blessed to be love by you ♥