18. One step at a time

hmm .. diis iish moii fiirst post for moii new blog ii've made .. wad tuhh say todae leii .. oh ya .. ii chatt wiib harold todae .. and ii was shho shock tuhh noe tat he hab admiirer miie for 2 yrs already onlii now denn ii noe .. but ii jus told hiim diirectly tat he's nortt moii type of coffee .. am ii too hash tuhh hiim ? okiies .. pple who noe miie well will noe moii personalliity .. ii'm a person who iish attitude and stubborn .. and he's like tat kiinda guaii kiia type .. how can a stubborn and attitude person be wiib someone whose realliie guaii .. mayb yes lar .. but ii jus fiind tat hiis nortt moii type .. somemore ii already gortt moii bf le .. ii'm realliie sorriie harold .. ii sad tuhh say tat even iif ii gortt no bf .. euu wiill still be moii friiend and nortt bf .. ii told euu hundreds and thousands of tiime already .. we can onlii be good friiends ... de feeliing ii gortt for euu iish jus a friiend nortt a bf .. euu are a niice guy .. why dunn euu fiind someone better ? ii'm nortt good enough for euu .. why dunn euu jus let miie go and forget miie .. seriiously ii thiink tat beiing a friiend iish much more better denn a bf .. at least a good friiends iish forever but a bf when brk up le .. do euu thiink they will become a realliie good friiends ? a good eg. willie and miie .. harold ii noe iit's cruel but ii have tuhh say .. accept de realiity .. ii noe euu wouldn't liisten .. but iit's an adviise for euu .. ii realliie diidn't mean tuhh hurt anyone .. ii'm iinnocent .. dun make miie hurt euu harold .. ii'll feel bad .. cos ii cheriish euu as moii friiend ..

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03 june 06 - 2.22am