18. One step at a time

hmm .. i'm right now counting down to de day of our 1st anniversary .. it's o9 days from now .. i'm so excited bout it .. haha .. i can't wait till de day come .. right now .. i'm feeling a bit moody .. as i read through one of my friend blog .. and it seem like their relationship ain't going so well .. and after de case of how ben treated angela .. i felt tat i'm go fortunate .. far to fortunate compare to them .. thinking back .. i felt abit bad .. i'm so fortunate .. yet i still treat my darling so badly .. mayb it's time to change my attitude .. i knew tat i was attitude and stubborn .. i'm really trying very hard to change .. i wanted to be ur perfect dear .. but who can ever be perfect .. no one .. but to me .. u are perfect .. even sometime u jus being piss off by my attitude .. and show ur temper out .. i knew i'm at fault .. i knew tat i neber wanted to admit my fault .. cos i'm afraid to lose .. darling .. i really appreciate all de love u shower for me .. and how much care u gave me .. from de start .. i knew u were de one i'm gonna depend on .. i neber felt so strongly for anyone before .. i always agree tat being love is a bliss .. especially by de one u love .. i'm really glad tat i found u .. i simply dunno wad i can do without u .. i will always remember de days where u force me to eat my medicine as u wan me to feel better .. de way u protect me when pple bully me .. de angry look on ur face when pple is trying to take advantage on me .. u really make me de happiest woman in de world .. every tender kiss and care u gave me .. means de world to me .. dear .. thanks for loving me for who i am .. and i love u too ... =)

signing off
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o1 july o6 - o4.57pm