18. One step at a time

Sunday, February 25

Just got home from dear dear house not long ago. Went to colorzone with dear dear yesterday after he knock off. Went to find Jesslyn jie at her workplace, cause we on our way to colorzone got pass by there. We went there to ask her to join us for drinking session and she agreed, in the end, she say she tired, so didn't come down. Never mind, there's still plenty of chance to meet up with her. Reach colorzone, wasn't that crowded, so we order one jar of beer and dedicate our song. We drink about 3 jar only. Dear dear drink more than me, cause I busy with my song. hahas. There's a customer who keep looking and smiling at me when I sing. When dear dear playing dice that time, he even ask me whether he could sing with me. LOL. He's voice not bad, but the way he sing is like OMG. Okay. It's bad to criticise on people. As he's singing, suddenly, he put his hand on my waist. OMG. Dear dear angry, but didn't walk up to him. Suddenly I felt that dear dear so transparent. It seems like he don't exist at all and it's so obvious that we are couple. hahas. Whatever it is, dear dear say lucky I didn't shout, if not he sure walk up to that guy one. hahas. Never mind. About 6+am, we leave colorzone and headed back to dear dear house. On the way back home, dear dear told me that he wanted to go back study for 'N' and he's asking for my opinion. I didn't say much, but just ask him to go continue his study if he think that all that is good for him. I told him too that no matter what he do, I'll always be supporting him. I guess he's still worried bout the money issue. If he's gonna continue studying, than there will be no income. His mom won't be supporting him and part time ain't enough for him to survive. Just the school fee is enough to eat up his salary if he gonna work part time. Yesterday dear dear brother call me, asking me whether I wanna go down his workplace work ma. I didn't give him a immediate answer. Just nice when his brother call him, he call up too, so I ask him for some opinion too. He ask me don't work, cause he's afraid that I might neglect my study, so I reconsider again. About 5-10mins of consideration, I decided not to work but concentrate on my study. One of the reason was to concentrate on my study but the other one was because I heard that there's a guy that me and dear dear brother know at my brother gf pub maybe gonna work there. I don't wish to work with them. That's why I didn't agree to work for him. Some more if I'm gonna work there, dear dear's gonna be worried everyday. Worried that will I get drunk? Will people bully me? All this and that. I know it well, cause I know he care bout me and he love me. He wouldn't wanna let me work at that kinda place. Hmm. Okay, I think I'll stop here for today. I've got nothing more to say for today. Will blog again SOON. ^^

ting <3>

signing off
ting aka baby\ting
25 Feb 2oo7 - o7.11pm

Saturday, February 24

I'm at dear dear house right now I'm quite sleepy now but I didn't want to sleep. Don't feel like sleeping so much today. I'm becoming a pig soon. Playing, eating and sleeping seems to be the routine I'm going through everyday. I'm living a pig's life, should I be glad that I'm living a pig's life or be sad about it. I seriously got no idea. Maybe living a pig's life isn't that bad after all, at least I've got whatever I want and have sufficient sleep. I'm more like a pamper kids. Too over pamper. A little princess maybe. Just when dear dear step out of his house today, his brother told me alot of things. Telling me of his past which I'm not really interested in, but still I listen. I don't want people to say that I'm rude to cut their words. No harm listening too, but seriously I wasn't really interested in the topic he's talking about. =x After he end his 'speech', we came in to the room and started mapling. Train him for awhile than he went bath and off to work. Was actually going over to his workplace but dear dear ask me don't go. Also good, cause thinking back, that place is really far away from here and I need to take transport myself. Somemore later he knock so late already, whose going to send me home later, right? Than was thinking whether should I go down to my brother gf working place to drink as my brother is going down, so I sms dear dear asking whether should I go down or not. Final decision was made, I'm not going down. I'm not safe with my brother around, he wouldn't take care of me, all he care is just bout his gf gf and gf. I'm going to get scolded if I were to get her gf drunk later. =P Never mind, I better be good today and stay at dear dear house and wait for him come home. I still think that staying at his house is a better idea. At least dear dear won't be worried when he's working. Not only this, we can also save up some money. If I were to go down, sure have to take cab back, midnight cab ain't that cheap afterall. Was bored the whole day, cause I'm feeling sleepy all the way. I've got nothing better to do, so I went to view all my friends blog. I came across one blog and there's a quiz to do. It's a personality quiz. I did it and the result was quite true. I'll post the result out for you people to see. I'll paste the url here too so there you people can try it out too.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Okay. That's the result for my personality quiz. It's just a quiz of only 9 question. You can seriously try it out. The URL is http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx . Do try it out and you can tell me your results too. ^^ Think I'll stop here for today. Will blog again soon. Do leave a message behind in my tag box. ^^

Oh ya. By the way, happy birthday to Yi De kor. Wish you all the best in everything you do. Do miss me too. Free must bring me go gai gai okay? I'll pass you your present as soon as I meet you. Wish you and bel chang chang jiu jiu too. Faster get married lei, I want to attend your wedding dinner. LOL.

Signing Off
ting aka baby\ting
24 Feb 2oo7 - o8.52pm

Thursday, February 22

Today is the 5th day of Chinese New Year .. Let me share with you people how I spend my Chinese New Year ..

Lunar New Year Eve
My relative all come over to my house for reunion dinner .. The previous night I went shopping for clothes with Angela and Shermaine .. After that, went back to my house .. In the middle of the night .. After dear dear knock off .. Shermaine and me went to meet dear dear .. The next morning, we woke up and headed back to my place .. When we reach my place .. They haven't started the dinner .. So we waited and waited and waited than the dinner start .. At about 7 plus or 8, we went out .. This year they didn't gamble .. It's kind of weird .. Mayb we're all still not use to celebrating our Chinese New Year without my maternal grandma ..

1st Day of Chinese New Year
I was at dear dear house in the morning .. Grandpa, aunty, uncle and my cousin are all coming over to my place .. I woke up at don't know what time and went back to my place .. We took a cab down as my dad call me telling me that they are coming over already .. We reach just in time because when I alight .. I saw my aunty they all walking to my block .. Hahas .. Met them at my house downstairs and we went up together .. We had our stomach fill with food and started our gambling .. We started gambling at about 3 plus and stop at about 11 plus .. Dear dear gamble half way than left at about 5 plus as he need to work .. He went off too early already .. He scared cannot get a cab .. Hahas .. I won about 50 plus that day so I took a cab down to dear dear workplace and headed to his place at 3am .. =P

2nd Day of Chinese New Year
Nothing special on this day .. I was at dear dear house .. He's relative coming over his house .. We eat and gamble again .. Dear dear went off at 3 as he need to go work ..

3rd Day of Chinese New Year
Dear dear off .. I woke up late .. Went to my aunty house .. GAMBLE .. Suppose to go up to Joel house but I woke up late .. Cannot blame me also .. I slept late the previous night ma .. We went up to my aunty house at don't know what time and we went off at about 7 .. Wasn't a plesant day on that day .. Something happen .. Don't wish to say .. After gambling at aunty house .. We went off and headed to dear dear godma house .. GAMBLE again .. Stop gambling at 8am in the morning ..

4th Day of Chinese New Year
Reach dear dear house at about 8 plus .. Went sleeping at about 9 .. Woke up at 3 plus cause dear dear going work .. So I went home .. Headed home than play com awhile .. At 6.30pm .. I gone bed .. Super pig today .. At 3am, dear dear call me than I wake up .. Now going to play game le ..

signing off
ting aka baby\ting
22 Feb o7 - o4.15am

Wednesday, February 14

hmm .. this few weeks .. damn unlucky .. I fall down on a Friday night .. sprain my ankle .. and got some injury .. got back to dear dear house save after tat .. went to his house sleep .. wake up blur blur go home .. reach home than slack .. at night go meet dear dear again .. dear dear sick nor .. than his boss ask him go home early to rest .. so I change my clothes den go meet him ..

my leg de injury .. so ugly =(

I got home with this injury than daddy tot I go fight .. LOL. I where got so bad .. go fight .. =P .. than daddy say did someone push me or wad .. than I say no .. I fall down myself .. but it's true nah .. but I wonder how I fall till this kinda injury .. so bad neh .. pain pain .. =( .. den Saturday worse neh .. midnight on the way go meet dear dear .. I kanna car accident .. long story .. now when I see tat place .. kinda scared already .. sure will grab dear dear hard .. than he'll console me .. I'm so glad I've got dear dear by my side .. btw .. dear dear .. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY .. I need nothing for valentine's day but only u to be jus right beside me .. ^^

ps :
TO DEAR DEAR :
dear dear as I told u .. I dun wanna promise u anything .. cos I dun wanna lie u .. but at this moment of time .. trust me .. I LOVE YOU !!

TO MAINE MAINE:
maine maine u finally back from Macau le neh .. dun go back there le nah .. cos I'm missing u .. if one day no one wan me .. than I'm sure u'll be de one I'm with ..

TO ANGELA:
angela darling .. dun say dun have .. I oso love u .. u , maine and qi is the o3 important person in my life .. my pillar .. my everything .. do find time for me .. not only ben ben ben and ben ar .. =x

signing off :
tiing
14 feb 2oo6 - 12.o6am

Nica is my name ♥

I'm a November baby ♥

Caleb is who I love ♥

No one is precious as you are in my heart. Don't want anyone but you. Your sweet and tender kisses, Your unconditional loves. It's all so great to me. I'm so blessed to be love by you ♥