18. One step at a time

Just got home from dear dear house not long ago. Went to colorzone with dear dear yesterday after he knock off. Went to find Jesslyn jie at her workplace, cause we on our way to colorzone got pass by there. We went there to ask her to join us for drinking session and she agreed, in the end, she say she tired, so didn't come down. Never mind, there's still plenty of chance to meet up with her. Reach colorzone, wasn't that crowded, so we order one jar of beer and dedicate our song. We drink about 3 jar only. Dear dear drink more than me, cause I busy with my song. hahas. There's a customer who keep looking and smiling at me when I sing. When dear dear playing dice that time, he even ask me whether he could sing with me. LOL. He's voice not bad, but the way he sing is like OMG. Okay. It's bad to criticise on people. As he's singing, suddenly, he put his hand on my waist. OMG. Dear dear angry, but didn't walk up to him. Suddenly I felt that dear dear so transparent. It seems like he don't exist at all and it's so obvious that we are couple. hahas. Whatever it is, dear dear say lucky I didn't shout, if not he sure walk up to that guy one. hahas. Never mind. About 6+am, we leave colorzone and headed back to dear dear house. On the way back home, dear dear told me that he wanted to go back study for 'N' and he's asking for my opinion. I didn't say much, but just ask him to go continue his study if he think that all that is good for him. I told him too that no matter what he do, I'll always be supporting him. I guess he's still worried bout the money issue. If he's gonna continue studying, than there will be no income. His mom won't be supporting him and part time ain't enough for him to survive. Just the school fee is enough to eat up his salary if he gonna work part time. Yesterday dear dear brother call me, asking me whether I wanna go down his workplace work ma. I didn't give him a immediate answer. Just nice when his brother call him, he call up too, so I ask him for some opinion too. He ask me don't work, cause he's afraid that I might neglect my study, so I reconsider again. About 5-10mins of consideration, I decided not to work but concentrate on my study. One of the reason was to concentrate on my study but the other one was because I heard that there's a guy that me and dear dear brother know at my brother gf pub maybe gonna work there. I don't wish to work with them. That's why I didn't agree to work for him. Some more if I'm gonna work there, dear dear's gonna be worried everyday. Worried that will I get drunk? Will people bully me? All this and that. I know it well, cause I know he care bout me and he love me. He wouldn't wanna let me work at that kinda place. Hmm. Okay, I think I'll stop here for today. I've got nothing more to say for today. Will blog again SOON. ^^

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ting aka baby\ting
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