18. One step at a time

Suddenly, I've got the urge to update my blog. Don't know why too, just feel like blogging today. Was consoling Eric just now, cause he's sad bout some relationship problem. I don't want to mention anything, cause it's between me and him. Felt that he's much more relieve now bahs. Hope he will xiang kai bahs. All of the sudden, I felt that dear dear is SOOOO SOOOO important to me nehs. I don't wish to be a part from him. I always wanted more time to spend with him. Although he spend most or all of his free time with me, but I always think that it's not enough. I just can't bear to be a part from him bahs. I always just wanted to spend MORE MORE time with him. I just don't want him to leave me. I just don't dont' don't like the feeling. What to do nehs. Dear dear have to work mahs. I can't do anything to. He's working hard for our future. Maybe not our future, but his own future.

Hmm. This afternoon, she msg me in msn again. It was a bad chat with her. Suddenly, I felt that she's becoming more and more arrogant. I don't know how to say, but seriously, too arrogant. She have been asking Shermaine darling bout her 'O' level. When I replied her that maine darling result wasn't that good, her reply was 'haha. bo bian', what a reply right? She's opening a chalet on June and she's inviting us to her chalet. I bet that we won't go de. Firstly, we have no time, all of us are working. Secondly, I don't want her to show off anything in front of me, cause I ain't interested in anything about her. She was telling maine darling that she got a bf, but so what if she got a bf. We don't even care. Bet they won't last long too. If her main point in to show off to me, there's only one thing I can say 'save the effort bahs'. Since the day she change to become someone so so so arrogant, I've already given up on this friendship liaos. No point talking bout her le. Neither will I contact her back, nor I want her to find me. Hao bahs. No more her liaos. Maybe it's just the end of her story in my life. Say bye to her and hi to my new life. lalala. =)

signing off
tings aka baby\ting
24 April 2oo7 - 12.11am