18. One step at a time

Hmmm. How I wish that when I opened my eyes, i saw my favourite food with my toot dear dear waiting for me to be fully awake. Wishing that he would spoilt me by fetching me from work everyday and buy me my favourite makan. Though he already had spoil-ed me. I still miss the day he came to fetch me off work. Still miss the day we go out today. I simply misses every single time he spend with me. Hoping that everything will last forever. Do you knoe how scared I was yesterday when the old man came near me and wanted to touch my face. T_T At the moment of time, I wish you were here, just right beside me standing up for me. That's why the moment I got on to a cab, I called you. You are always the one I look for whenever things happen. No matter it's happy things or any misfortune, you're always the one I think of. How am I gonna leave you behind? How am I gonna to spend my days without you if you're gone? I'm glad that you're still holding on. I can sense the strong love coming from you and I've never doubt you before. Though I tend to throw my temper on me, yet you still tolerate me. Whenever I get bully, you'll always stand up for me, even if I'm at fault, you'll still stand up for me. I do appreciate it, at least I knoe, whatever I do, I still have a you to support me and I'll never be afraid to lose. ^^ All this thing you've done so far, I appreciate. Though I knoe you don't knoe how to show your love in words, but your action means everything. Every little action you did, it's all because you love me, and it seems like I've never done anything for you. Whenever I look down on myself, you're the one to boost up my confidence. I knoe I'm not as pretty as other pretty girls are, but I always knoe one thing. With you around, I'm always more blissful than the other pretty girls are. I don't need to pretty, cause I knoe that I've got you, I've got my happiness. Here, I'm telling you, I truly love you, really really love you lots. Although I knoe that you love gaming, but do leave some attention on me k? Don't let me feel neglected hor. =) Okay bahs, I think I'll stop here. Lastly, I knoe, everything you do is for my own good, so I'll try to change to someone better, to be more well-like, but can I still be your xiao tao qi, you knoe I love to be tao qi with you around. ^^

signing off
tings aka baby\ting
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