18. One step at a time

oh well, I am finally home after around 2 weeks sticking around my sweetie. haha later on in the afternoon my sweetie is going for his convocation. ahahah I went down to serangoon broadway to collect the gown with my sweetie 3 days back, (I think) was funny. The lady was trying to talk to sweetie and me about signing something so he'll get some discount if ever he wanna take a picture (alone, family or wedding). The lady tried to talk to me but well sweetie was like, I wasnt much interested, as she was talking to me, I was really think 'why are you telling me all this, I am really not pretty much interested' but I cant do that. LOL as usual I jus smile. :D anyway hope later when sweetie go to his convocation, he take more photo for me.

Just 2 days back, maine maine broke up with robin le. She sms me early in the morning when I was still in my dreamland saying "I got no feeling for him le. what should I do?" I didnt have much reaction as I was not even awake. (was thinking if it's a dream. lol) It took me a while to reply her msg (it's 8+am when she sms me; ppl who know me will know i'll be stil sleeping at that hour :x) but well I still did wake up and reply her. As soon as after I reply her, I've expected that robin will call, and yes he did. He was crying over the phone ><>

I watch a advertisement on tv earlier on, got a little touched. The advertisement somehow got me thinking, and my sweetie is actually the 1st person that came to my mind when I see that advertisement. I guess if one day if he's gone, it's really gonna be the smallest imperfection that I'm gonna miss, (eg. snoring :x) so after that I told him "ty for loving me sweetie, thought I'm always sa jiao-ing". He asked me why so sudden, I just told him I was being random lol and he said that it spoil what I was trying to say before. LOL I'm sorry sweetie to spoil the romantic and sweet sentence with the 'I was jus being random' LOL but well, you make me blush asking me why so sudden. Dont bother asking me why I would blush, you know I wouldnt know lol. Sweetie do you know how great you are? and how I wanted you badly? you wouldnt know I guess :p maybe I shouldnt be so dependent on you too, cause it makes me feel weak. The feeling of missing you is bad, it makes me think weird too. >.<>

It's really 'early' now. I guess I shall stop all the talking and prrrooff off to bed. Tomorrow will be another great day, but how am I gonna have a great day without my sweetie? ><>

signing off
baby\ting
16 April 2oo9 - 0442am