18. One step at a time

It's been long since I last heard from you.
When was the last text message you sent me?
I missed our appointment again.
Sorry, it was truly unintentional.

Sometimes, I wasnt able to keep you company.
You would always say "It's alright"
I couldnt let go of my capriciousness,
Sorry, I shouldnt have upset you.

Sometimes, you would give in to me,
although my male chauvinist manifests suddenly.
Sometimes, you would act like you didnt know,
silently, giving me some space,
all these thing, actually I've always put it in heart silently.

Please forgive me, for not knowing how to make you happy.
Please forgive me, for not knowing how your heart feels.
Thinking about the past, I've learnt how to make you feel more ease,
dont be spiteful, dont be wilful, and dont give up.
I'm saying "Sorry"

Sometimes, you would give in to me,
although my male chaunvinist manifests suddenly.
Sometimes, you would act like you didnt know,
silently, giving me some space,
all these thing, actually I've always put it in heart silently.

Please forgive me, for not knowing how to make you happy.
Please forgive me, for not knowing how your heart feels.
Thinking about the past, I've learnt how to make you feel more ease,
dont be spiteful, dont be wilful, and dont give up.

Please believe me that I will cherish you more.
Please believe me that I will protect you.
Our little love, it's my greatest luck.
My beloved, you're all that I think of.
Please believe, this is who I am.

Please forgive me,
Sorry, sorry

signing off
baby\ting
23 June 2oo9 - o550am