心情突然好沉重.
我需要勇气.
我需要鼓励.
有谁能给我?
我不想变成别人的负担.
我不想爱我的人为我感心痛不安.
表面上坚强的我,真的有这么坚强吗?
面带笑容的我,真的是快乐的吗?
我还能坚强多久?
我也不知道.
我觉得我快崩溃了.
眼泪还很坚强的不流下.
可能是不想让别人看见自己的脆弱,
所以才笑着,当什么事也没发生过.
谁知道我要的是什么?
我也想这事情没发生过.
我也想自己是健康的.
我不想成为别人的负担.
也不要爱我的人担心我.
谁能教教我该这么办?
我好想自己 躲在一个角落哭泣.
让固执的眼泪流下陪我度过这日子.
signing off
baby\ting
25 July 2oo9 - o312am
Saturday, July 25
Wednesday, July 22
medical report was out again. doc suggest I go for a scope. I'm scare but I guess no one knows.
anyway, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to basti ;)
song for my sweetie
signing off
baby\ting
22 July 2oo9 - o3.20am
anyway, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to basti ;)
song for my sweetie
signing off
baby\ting
22 July 2oo9 - o3.20am
Nica is my name ♥
I'm a November baby ♥
Caleb is who I love ♥
No one is precious as you are in my heart. Don't want anyone but you. Your sweet and tender kisses, Your unconditional loves. It's all so great to me. I'm so blessed to be love by you ♥
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