I had a dream last night, a dream which I do not know whether it's a nightmare or not. I've never woke up in the middle of night, feeling this much fear and heartache. My heart just felt as if it break into thousand of pieces and I felt breathless. I woke up looking for you but you were in the kitchen instead. You gave me a hug when you came back and I told you about my dream, you tell me everything is just a dream. Tears actually falls by itself when you hug me, everything seems so real that I just cant judge anymore. I lie back down on bed but I couldn't fall asleep. I kept thinking what was it that makes me cry, was it because I am afraid of losing you? My heartache just thinking about it. I just hope that it's really just a dream.
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1o November 2oo9 - o231pm
Tuesday, November 10
Monday, November 9
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o9 November 2oo9 - o7oopm
Saturday, November 7
Sweetie, do you know you important you are to me? How much do you mean to me? How much I really wanted to be with you?
Whenever I log on msn when Im not with you, you were the one I search for on my list.
Whenever something embarrassing, irritating, sad, happy happens, you were the one I thought of and I'll call you immediately.
Whenever you comes to my mind, I always smile to myself and think how lucky I am to have you.
Whenever I tried to link those happy moment, you were always in the picture.
You are so special to me. Always so sweet and endearing. You make me feel like Im the happiest girl ever. Treating me like a lil princess like how daddy is treating me. Although you grumble sometime about it, but I know that you were just teasing me.
You always hold my hand tighter even if people stare at us out on the street.
You always understand me well enough to know what I need.
You always hug me and tell me how lucky you are to have me.
You would wrap your arms around me and walk through the crowd so that it wont hurt me that much if someone actually bang me hard on my arms.
You wont argue with me about the things you believe in, instead, you make me understand why do you believe in it.
You have enough faint in me and what I do.
You always know the way to support me.
You're more than a boyfriend to me. You're a lover, a soulmate, a confidant. You are someone who I call MY MAN.
No matter what will happen, Im sure that our love is strong enough to conquer it. I love you sweetie. I guess you felt the same too.
Love you, Caleb Seah ^^
signing off
baby\ting
o7 November 2oo9 - 1111pm
Whenever I log on msn when Im not with you, you were the one I search for on my list.
Whenever something embarrassing, irritating, sad, happy happens, you were the one I thought of and I'll call you immediately.
Whenever you comes to my mind, I always smile to myself and think how lucky I am to have you.
Whenever I tried to link those happy moment, you were always in the picture.
You are so special to me. Always so sweet and endearing. You make me feel like Im the happiest girl ever. Treating me like a lil princess like how daddy is treating me. Although you grumble sometime about it, but I know that you were just teasing me.
You always hold my hand tighter even if people stare at us out on the street.
You always understand me well enough to know what I need.
You always hug me and tell me how lucky you are to have me.
You would wrap your arms around me and walk through the crowd so that it wont hurt me that much if someone actually bang me hard on my arms.
You wont argue with me about the things you believe in, instead, you make me understand why do you believe in it.
You have enough faint in me and what I do.
You always know the way to support me.
You're more than a boyfriend to me. You're a lover, a soulmate, a confidant. You are someone who I call MY MAN.
No matter what will happen, Im sure that our love is strong enough to conquer it. I love you sweetie. I guess you felt the same too.
Love you, Caleb Seah ^^
signing off
baby\ting
o7 November 2oo9 - 1111pm
Monday, November 2
ps : leb leb 请你相信我.爱你是真的 :)
signing off
baby\ting
o2 November 2oo9 - o926pm
Nica is my name ♥
I'm a November baby ♥
Caleb is who I love ♥
No one is precious as you are in my heart. Don't want anyone but you. Your sweet and tender kisses, Your unconditional loves. It's all so great to me. I'm so blessed to be love by you ♥
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